It's a lot harder than I thought.
My mind is clouded, thoughts are scrambled.
I open my mouth to speak but I suddenly have nothing to say anymore.
Why not?
All I ever do is think, think, and think again.
My world is spinning. Emotions are blurred. I sometimes can't tell.
You never said this would be easy.
But why not?
My affections are flawed... or something.
How does one have a pure heart with pure intent?
Follow me
What's that like anymore?
I long to know you.
Follow me
But my affections are flawed.

I love the wrong things.
I love the wrong things.
Again and again I love the wrong things!

But I love you I thought. I think. I KNOW. I'm so tired of this sick cycle.

It's just a lot harder than I thought.
My mind is always clouded, thoughts are always scrambled.
I still have nothing to say.
Still?
Be still.
Oh, but God, I love you.
Speak easy.
Renew, restore, do whatever you have to do.
I'm yours.
You knew that I meant it.
I'm yours.
I'm yours.
I'm yours.

My chains are gone