Hey God

Thanks for being with me today.
Thanks for letting me talk to Hayley.
& thanks for people that make me laugh.

I love you God and I praise you for always proving to be bigger than my complaints, doubts, and insecurities. I'm sorry I'm so bipolar always and I'm sorry I never have anything sorted out.

But you were with me today. I felt you.

And I'm still stuck where I am: always left with a million questions, always left yelling at you and most certainly always left unsure.

But I felt you.

And I feel you now. And today, Monday, March 16th.. I think that may be all I need.

My prayer tonight is that you'll continue to wrap your BIG, loving arms around me while you sing me to sleep. Guide my thoughts and dreams to things only of you. Just for tonight.

Because I always need you so much closer..